Berlin Thoughts

Sometimes I forget how hard it is to be strong. I think, one form of strength is toleration. Doing what someone else wants to do simply because you would rather them be happy takes strength. I have a large appreciation for selfless people, more than I have for people that are strong. I have realised that today.
I have learnt that you can be on the other side of the world doing and seeing amazing things, but your emotional problems don’t go away. Running away doesn’t really fix anything, just makes you realise that perhaps you do need to be fixed.
Being alive can be lonely sometimes, and with a soul like mine, it can be harder. It takes a lot to get to know me, and I don’t really know why people would want to get to know me. I’m just not confident it is worth it, so I don’t put in effort a lot. Vulnerability helps us grow, I hope I learn to accept that this year, even though it scares the shit out of me.

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